2011 was the most life changing year
I’ve changed so much. So much happened. In January, I met my second nephew for his first few weeks of life. He is beautiful and will grow into an even more beautiful person as his life continues. Since he lives in Boston I also got to enjoy the New England atmosphere for awhile and got my ears re-pierced with my sister! February was a month of semi-partying and lots of marijuana smoking....
Meanwhile, back at the Ranch...
How my boyfriend reacts to a speeding ticket:
1.”I’M NEVER GOING TO JERSEY AGAIN. FUCK THIS SHIT.” 2. Rips ticket into about 12 pieces. 3. Throws pieces on wet pavement. 4. Lights a match. 5. Lights the entire matchbook with lit match. 6. Burns pile of ticket pieces with enflamed matchbook. 7. Proceeds to worship fire. 8. Blows cigarette smoke into fire. 9. Spits around the fire. 10. Unbuttons pants and farts violently into...
"Do you want to kill yourself tonight with me?"
“No. Because for the first time in my life, after meeting you, I’ve never had a desire to kill myself again. I’ve lived a life of no purpose, value, excitement, or accomplishments. I do drugs to forget about my past and I know that I am a worthless human being who never tries anything and that is why I am where I am. But no one has ever stayed in my life and been there for me and...
while looking through facebook
me: what the fuck
me: who the fuck are you
me: what the fuck you moved across the country
me: ...the fuck
me: how the fuck do you know each other
me: why the fuck are you bf/gf
me: i don't fucking understand this
me: i fucking hate you all
me: wanna not fucking take this from tumblr?
me: lol wannabee
me: wtf are you doing in that pic
me: no one cares
You can't give up hope at your age. There's no...
summerdaisies: Whether it be love, friends, education, addiction, there’s always going to be a way out, some kind of redemption, up until you’re maybe 60 years old. But as of now you have no excuse to give up, to say it’s not worth it. You’re just starting your life. probably one of the greatest things to start my morning off with(:
m!ssundaztood: I’m so fucking sick of being... →
niggress: I’m so fucking sick of being depressed all the god damn time. People always tell me you’ve got to help yourself, you’ve got to help yourself, blah fucking blah blah blah. If I weren’t alone 99.9% of the time I’d be a lot happier. But no matter how fucking hard I try no one wants to see me. I try…
If the universe is not governed by an absolute goodness [God], then all our...– C.S. Lewis- Mere Christianity
You find out more about God from the Moral Law than from the universe in general...– C.S. Lewis- Mere Christianity